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Tuesday, 20 May 2014

My Dear Precious – Part 3



My previous 2 posts were about a guy who had feelings for a girl, and he expressed them to her.
Below is the result of that expression.




Reality bites...Doesn’t it?
I remember you asking me to write 16 lines about you.
I managed 13.
But those came straight from my heart.
I felt I haven’t written anything better than that to date.
I named it “That’s the dream” as it isn’t a reality.
I have dreamt of all this lately.
 


You read it.
You didn’t comment.
But for me that was enough.
I haven’t asked you for an answer or to confess your feelings towards me, as I know the reality.
We have been through with this all the time.


You still like that guy.
Correction.
You still are deeply madly crazily in love with him.
Even though you’ll aren’t together, you still think of him.
Sometimes I think how lucky he is to have someone like you crazy just for him.
I have to admit, I’m jealous too.
But we can’t’ have everything, can we dear?


So, I took a day just consumed in my thoughts, trying to make myself understand.

Every time I close the door on reality it comes in through the windows. ~Jennifer Yane

This quote touched me.



I won’t deny I got a bit selfish midway, thinking why you are waiting for him, when I am here.
I know he is the best according to you.
I know I may not match his skills, his talents.
I’m simple ya.
But not bad either.
But then, reality bites. And i understand what you feel.
The brain has done its work. But the heart... Oh. Wish it was easy.
I have reached that point in my life where I have realized that it’s worthless to keep your emotions or feelings pent up.
They torture no one apart from you.
So why don’t we spit it out?


I had something for you.
Maybe you will not approve of it.
You might say, it’s fake.
But that would really hurt me dear.
That was genuine.
What I had for you was the truth.
It will remain a distant dream now.
For I have accepted it.
I know you won’t be mine.


That wall you have kept between me and your heart is too strong to be broken.
If you are waiting for him, then I respect that.
I will step down. :(


I only have some words left to say to you.
My only request to you is, don’t let your past surround you so much, that it consumes your reality.
Then everything you see will be blurred.
If I say you must move on, that would be selfish of me, because I really want to be with you.
But your final words yesterday sealed it for me.
You said,

For me, the synonym for love is He” and he will always be the one.
So I accept it.
Maybe things happen for the very best.
 

I have also read that,
“If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.”


Lol, you know what I just happened to hum a song now.

It’s a Hindi one from the movie “Lootera”

The name is “Ankahee”

If you ever happen to stumble upon this post, do hear it.



You know what, now a list of songs has come in my head.
But I won’t post them here. Enough of sadness.

I think i'm turning insane.
Remembering many quotes, and sad songs.
Hehehe.

Anyways,

I’m ending this post with a few words of my favorite artist Adele’s song “Someone like you”



This is goodbye.

My dear precious, I wish you get what you want.



Yours lovingly,

Lance.





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Lancelot is a 24 year old post grad who one day was so bored of his life, that he started to write. The writing he thought would be a one time thing. It's been over a year and the writing has never stopped. Professionally in the field of finance, Lancelot aspires to make his family and himself proud. In his free time, Lancelot loves eating food, reviewing them on Zomato, watching various TV sit-coms, writing of course, playing the keyboard music app on his smartphone, reading crime-murder-mystery... maybe romance novels sometimes, watching a lot of sporting events and making time for his near and dear ones. 

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